Suddenly wanna write my feelings...

Suddenly very sad..
Tears Drop from my cheek n wet my clothes...
i reali DunO how can I OverCome tis

Action SpeAks loudEr tHaN words...
I HAD been Noe tiS VEry lONG Ago..
But what hAv i diD?
I Seems tat i did nothing!
Always said wanna study hard...
y?
i only left one week for it..
n i still like blur of every sub....


stresss out .............
tears drop as i wrote tis...
heart feels like being stabbed..
the prob is...
how can i help myself?
should i interchange my life?
day change to nite...
n nite change to day

mayb i should do tat.
but the truth is..........
i only hav 1 more week to prepare..
Wil it be useless?
suDdEnly a flash in my mind..
1 person always told me tat we ned to be hardworking if u reali wanna achieve it
but.....
i had never been do it although i noe it

Nth i can Do le.....
Scare..
saD..
AnXious...
Worry..
Reali FrEAked out..

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity - Collage - Morph

ReAli HAte hiM dE !!!!!!

caN soME1 Tel Me y?
What I Do is jUz for his own Gud...
He Juz Look LiKE so so so so lan c....
Like a KiND of FacE tat y I'm so annOYing foR him?
PAreNTs alWays ask Me to Take CarE of His AcAdemIc?


cOme on........My foRecaSt edI liKE tat lO.....
what I StILL Do for HiM?
I OnlY can HElp him Some siMPly THings..
I reaLi waNna Help Him De....
Bt EvEn me alSo in diFficuTies...
WhAT CaN i Do???


WhAt cAn I Do If I ReaLi can't Go OverSeas???
AltHough I'm afraiD of it, I ThINk That i'm StilL nt reaLI hardworKiNg enUf..
n SUmOre I NEd to carE foR his StUff???
N He's GiViNG Me thOse unBelievablE facEs......
tiRed De LEh....
I jUz HoPE foR TER70 la...
I noE WHere Is mY liMits de....
i caN't do AnythiNg noW, Even HimseLf ALso duN Care BouT it...ok?


So......duN ask Me Do anYThiNgs of It le....
i NoE me Also Wil SuFfer if He diN Get a avErage reSult.
But....................................
I reALi cAN't do anythiNg le...
I 'm vEry sorry...

Too Tired?

Feel So weird theSe 2 days..
KiNda diffErent ThINkInG theSe 2 dAys...
Like FeeL haviNG moRe MatuRe AcTioN..

Or I'M juz too TireD?
diD i Changed?
They say i looK like tired n diN talK..
Nt Reali TiRed Ba..
Juz MeNTally trYing to fAce the probLem..

DuNno how to descriBE le..
SaW a FeW Ep of Journey to the West...
The POints in it reali motivated me..
Or mayb it's a sign from God...
mayb It's time for mE to chanGe my bad habIts..
n AttiTudes?
Mayb Ba..

OnlY lefT 24 days..
Can I reali do iT?
wiLL i AchieVe what I wan?
No paiN no gAin...
who KnoWs? OnLY God KNow.........